Wondering what I really want to do with my life
Realizing I was wrong at times
Realizing I know nothing
Realizing I’ve hurt so many people
Swearing everything
Realizing I am lonely
Cursing why the hell internet exists
Wondering why I read so many books, why I am curious
Wondering will I ever find someone who I love and love me back
Wondering what my life would be if I reshuffled the order of events
Wondering what if life just a dream
Wondering what happens when I die
Confused
Wondering why I am here
Wondering is there a purpose to my life
Wondering why am I who I am
Absurd
And then, regretting I should be doing something better with my times
Life is a series of choices; more confusing lately.